Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Seriously today i tot i am going to die... Woke up and had a serious bad headach, fever and flu... Went to school for IS class and seriously again the class is damn boring... First lesson and took almost 3 hours plus??? But smart enough i gave an excuse and manage to skip class!!! HAHA...

Well even escaped from class, i have no other plan as the hairy monster JON went to crash Pee's lecture... So apparently i am stranded alone... I hope to call her but i knew tat she is in class so i just loiter around makan place and found shawn and irfan... They accompanied me like and hour plus and i went to atrium to meet the ECE freshies... On the way also met my NPSU FOC freshies... Well though i see their lesson so fun and ended so early, i really miss my year 1 days!!!

So waited for Jon, Pee and Black Man and went to take 5... (Sorry!)
After tat went to Convention Centre to see my ECE Freshies doing the Dance 4 Fund Rehersals... And seriously i was hoping tat they will dance really well as i lead them for their dance practice yesterday and the stress level was so high cos if they did not do well, i will have no face to face Xing Jun as he trusted them to me... But the stress level went away after seeing them dance... Though ECE's performance is like shorter den any other school but out of 11 schools we should appear like top 4??

They were so hardworking and perservere yesterday's training and heard fom them they said yesterday's training is the toughest and also the most fun practice... I am seriously damn happy to hear tat... Knowing tat wat i done is appreciated is really enough.. Although did some counting really wrong but with the help of Kenny, everything works really well..

So during their rehersal, i got away and go for the NPSU Hop Night briefing and again i am going to be on the same duty as NP 45th... The briefing was really short and i felt damn sorry for Val... Cos most of the helpers do not wan to help out Val's section and some even said if they change the IC they wil go help... I was like thinking should i take the first step and support Val?? But Jon told me not to.. Cos it will be boring... After millions of persuasion, i gave in to Jon...

After the briefing i went back to CC and support my ECE freshies again!! Right on time they are about to start dancing... So i quickly sat down and cheer them on... And again i felt relief After their performance...

So later a while, Jon ask some of the Osiris Gl's to go have dinner including EDWARD!!! So went to Al Ameen and have food again!!! Chatted and took 5 again (Sorry!)... While taking 5, Jon ask me why i look so stress...? I told him tat me ECE thingy, EXCO thingy and also the hopnight thingy all clash and was having a hard time to balance 4 things together... He gave me some words of advice and join the rest again... So after the meal all went seperate way and i went back to CC to Root for my Freshies again!!!

Went i reached, Sandra seems damn shack!! I tot its becos of the dance and she was tired so i continue to joke with her but after realise she quarreled with her Fav Man!! After tat she seems really down and i told kenny to bring her out for some fresh air... She came back normal and i tried my best to make her smile again by using all kinds of lame shit jokes!!! An indeed she smiled again!!! So went with them to KAP mac and drank a large cup of coke... Crap there for quite long and leave around like 10.10pm??

So took bus with Wen Jie, Jun Jie, Ah Boy and Sandra... On the bus we joke around with everything and entertain them with watever thing i have... And seriously i believe the 3 freshies enjoy wat we are saying... So reached home around like 11.45pm and was very tired!!! Updated my blog every since 17 march was the last!!!

I just felt stress up wit every single thing right now...
I have no mood to study no mood to play around as usual...
Is it becos of my illness or is it the stress from other thing??
I am Seriously not sure but Zi Kun make a very good point to me...
I do believe he is right but i just can take my hands off right now right???? Tat is like so irresponsible... But he said tat is of cos for my good but i ain't giving up... I am trying my best to juggle things around and i am really sorry if i have not did my part... I knew i dissapoint u a few times.. Although u seems pretty fine but i know u r not... And i feel very guilty everytime i think about it...

shall end here tonight!!!

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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

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