Saturday, March 14, 2009

Today started out with a puff with jon under the bridge den when to CC to do our duty... Well i tot tat it will be like the first day but it was way different...

When we carried all our things to CC, there is alreay ppl sitting down to wait for us to open our booth... I was seriously surprise becos first time see ppl kiasu for camps and worst still their parents are with them too... Really unbelievable...

Den samethings as usual, chiong like siao until damn hungry... Ask Amanda Jac to buy Chicken rice for me but out of stock liao.. LOLZ!!! So bo bian got to ask Qiu Ling to let me go buy myself... And of cos last thing i tot of was subway... Ate a subway meltz 6 inch and was like still really empty... and of cos ate another 2 siew mai and a carrot cake... After tat, i was seriously damn full..

Den of cos continued the same old routine again... After a while, Qiu Ling called all Osiris to gather and do a Heart to Heart talk... But seriously it turn out to be a Trash Talk session.... Cos everything we said for this session of talk is the usual same before den... And Jacob was seriously pissed and i really can feel tat he is really going to blow anytime... Sort of joke a bit cos i do not want the situation to tense up.. And maybe the way Jacob ask Qiu Ling a few question did upset her abit but i hope she dun mind it..

So after tat Quite a few ppl went away early and i was like OKAY~~~ So continued my duty as an usher for the second half... Did some mass dance and learn some shuffle from suran... Was quite difficult actually but if i really wan to learn it i can really do it men!!! HAHA

Lastly i went home early cos was seriously pissed and stress out by the shirt design and printing... DAMN SIANZ!!! Reached home bathe and lied down on bed to reflect more on wat have i done today... And i think my conscience is quite clear today.. HAHA...

Btw i did some forging of signatures for some freshies.. Felt really bad right now!! But should be ok i guess?

Shall end here today!!!

PLAN BF

Fight on 8:10 AM

Friday, March 13, 2009

Well seriously everything right now in my mind was like so ARGH!!! Maybe cos of a game or maybe other things tat i can hardly get it off my brain....

Let me rewind a bit.. Few days ago was my birthday and also the start of trial camp... My group Osiris bought me a mini cake and celebrated my birthday... Sort of surprising as this kin of things seldom occurs on me... And btw today is GEENA's birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEENA!!!

So first day of camp was really boring at first cos need to think of our group's power cheer and the last day skit to present to others... Well talking about my group, i met some new ppl and also at the same time really nocturnal ppl!!!

Crazy and new face is Zi Kun!! He plays bball like i do but i dun think i am so siao as him... He is very nocuturnal type of person... He is usually extremely high and crazy in the night!!! In the day, he is like a bird without his wings...

Other new ppl tat i work with the first time are Jamie, Sharon, Zi Kun, Jing Wen, Jacob, Geena and Shi Yun. The rest tat i had worked with b4 are Jon, Jerome, Roderick and Chris...

All of them have their really strong point and also at the sametime weak points... But i believe we can be a very strong group if we work tgt... Well some ppl tat is in the trial camp might not agree tat we are a strong team. I myself at first too.. Only after Gilbert AKA WU GUI, enlighten me, Zi Kun, Jon and Jacob.. This is briefly wat he says... HE told us tat he and the rest of the camp com and crews tot tat Osiris was the best group on the first day as we battle out our voices using really great cheers... But we somehow simmered down really lot on the second day cos it seems like we are really outcasted by the rest of the 3 teams... Well at first i tot tat they dislike us in this or tat way but Gilbert said tat the 3 teams gathered up tgt to battle us becos they can't beat us by standing alone... Hearing tat i really self reflected and seriously i think tat it is really true... On the first day of the cheering, We beat the rest till they can hardly breathe... And at tat moment we are so proud of ourself.. And becos of the peer pressure from the other 3 groups, we somehow gave up fighting cos our mindset was like WE LOST!! So i am going to tell myself tat i am going to wack any group i see in FOC 09/10..

Sort of finish talking about the 3 on 1 case... I shall talk more about my feelings in the camp...

MASS DANCE PARTNER:
Well let me ask u guys something.. If u were to get a damn nice looking girl as ur dance partner and suddenly a decision is made to change ur partner to a guy will u be pissed???

Well at first i am!!! Really I AM!!! And i seriously dunno is it the reason Val told me at first tat roderick pair have difficulty in the mass dance... But still i changed we some unhappiness.. And of cos i believed Val tat difficulty to catch up on the mass dance for rod's pair is true... So on the following hours, i really felt something a miss.. Somehow the gals are avoiding me... And at den, i sort of concluded why Val make tat change... I found a even more define answer during tat night... We wrote our dislikes and likes of a person on a paper and have a small chat about it.. My good points i shall not brag about it but my bad points bothered me for tat whole hour... The bad points stated, TOUCHY WITH GIRLS; NEGLECT OPINIONS OF OTHERS;.. at first i agree with the neglecting of others but the really bothering wan is the touchy thingy... Well of cos i knew who wrote it but b4 we get to read our paper, we promise no hard feelings... Think about tat i knew tat i was really wrong and of cos i apologize to the 4 gals as a whole.. Well the apologize did not really work untl the last night where Val settled things for me...

He asked me if i know the reason why he changed my Dance Partner.
I replied yes confidently... So he told me to elaborate more.. I speak out my heart felt words and i think on tat day the gals somehow forgive me a little??? I hope???

So tat problem ended by hugging each others... Hugging as in the whole group together...

Through tat, i really learn the importance of the distance of a women and a guy... And i will keep it in mind all the times from now on.... Gals to point out my mistakes in future..

DOG AND BONE SITUATION:
I think on the second day if i am not wron we played D&B as a whole gl group and i dunno wat happen to me i played freakingly hiong and pushed farhan on his ass and if i am not wrong he landed flat...

So the thing got really complicated as Qaiser was in it too!! The long story of all the situation i shall not say... But the one thing i got to know through this situation is, i really have great frens around me.. I shall say it 1 by 1...

Number 1: JON
I know sometime the way he speak is really rough and not tactful of the usage of words... He told me tat if anything happen to me he will get ppl down to wack the trouble makers... Of cos i heard tat i felt really relieve but afterall it was my fault and if i were to get wack i still think i deserve it.. But his brotherhood spirit, i am really greatful...

Number 2: Zi Kun
He tried to cheer me on during my down turn as everyone is like giving me the fuck off expression... He keeps on stick with me and pat my back and always tell me everything is going to be alright... Really thanks you for tat time being as a really good fren...

Number 3: Sharon
If i am not wrong she is Farhan's gf and this stun thing happen and she was like stuck in btw... I am really sorry tat i put her on such a hard position but still when i talk to her outside the sports hall, she did not turn away and run and instead she talk to me and just tell me to give Farhan sometime... Well when i was talking to her she cried cos Jon said something really unpleasent infront of her... But she did not bear any grudges and still working well with me right now... Even when my family matters where announced she still console me and of cos the rest did too.. Thanks...

And of cos the rest of my groups and other groups too.. They tried to cheer me up too... Example, Josiah, Amanda Jack, Bo Hao, Ryan, Roderick and many many more... Really grateful to u ppl...

So on break camp day, the worst news for me had be known and still the usual ppl cheered me up... At the same time we also got to know our sub group

O1: Jamie, Chris and Roderick
O2: Shi Yun, Jing Wen and Jerome
O3: Me, Geena and Jon
O4, Zi kun, Jacob and Sharon

Well i guess it will be hard to work with Geena at first but i am going to do everything to regain tat broken trust...

Den now is the promoting and taking in NPSU FOC 09/10 freshies.. Started on wednesday and was really fun...
I will not forget the name Grace Wu and Andrea Seet!!!

Shall end here today... Really long winded post...

Fight on 8:23 AM

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