Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Today woke up late and went to school in a rush... Was walking pass the shelter in a damn sleepy mode cos slept in bus and i did not reply to Janice when she say hi to me... I did not realise until she sms me... Sorry Janice!!! In face i think i walk pass some last year classmate and i also never acknowledge... Sorry!!!So went to class slack for 1 hour and again pon class!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!! Den sat in atrium and watch X men... Until kenny, Alex and Sandra came to accompany my loneliness... Den of cos the rest came... So had dinner in canteen 2 and was like bored cos my 154 abang got CCA.. So left me and Scandal... Went home together and blog now... I just feel like screaming and yelling now.. I dun know wat is happening to me.. Is it my fault a not??? Although all this thing was started by the asshole passeby it actually seriously affected me.. Still got to do lots of thing in ece and npsu and if this go on, i think i will be drop dead in the next few weeks time.. Clear watever is in btw and start afresh.. For the good of me and for the good of u pls
Fight on 7:33 AM
Monday, April 27, 2009
Same thing went to school today and had breakfast with pee, nesya and jon... Talk and crap of cos and went fo our own classes...Today for me is damn stupid cos my lesson is from 9 to 10 and have 3 hours break till 1pm before the next lesson.. So was like so lifeless and YES i pon classes again!!! Today more best, skip everything including foreign language... Sorry Bartho!!!!While skipping my class, spend time with my ECE freshies like myself is a frehies too!!! Played monopoly with Iris, Zhng Hou and Fiqah.. And of cos i win!!! HAHA... Den terrence and JJ came to meet us... Walk to library and played stacko... And i am the absolute winner!!! No lost haha!!!Btw today, scandal Sandra brought me stuff to heal me up asap!!! She brought Honey water and some lozenges.. I finish up the honey water but the lozenges i intend not to touch it at all... Thank you Sandra!!!
Went to have to ece society breifing and tau pok Haiqel cos his birthday... As usual, Jonathan the fire starer!!! HAHA... Den after tat met Jon, pee, Nessya, Awesome and Shi Yun for dinner!!! And it was in makan place... Eat laugh crap and rushed to Jon's house for MU castle siege... And GUILD BOSS WIN!!!! Though i cant help much!!!HAHADen after tat went home(Finally) take some pills for flu and sat infront of my lap top updating my blog... Damn tiredExplain??? I am here to listen... And DAMN U PASSERBY!!! I KNOW WHO THE FUCK U R!!! U said tat wat u wrote on ur blog is harsh i dun think it is... But i dun have the extra load of time to solve the Davinci Code btw us... It maybe my fault or vice versa... Lets just be frens and let wats gone be gone...
Fight on 8:23 AM
Friday, April 24, 2009
Probably is my fault but nothing is working out at all... I think i have no chance to explain and maybe u might seems no point of me explaining to u right now too... Hang in there without knowing my own objective... No point at all... Things shall be the same for all this time after "u"... Though my effort ain't considerably meaningful to u den i see no point in pushing myself so hard...I understand... I am giving up, so tat u won't have to hold on..Bye
Fight on 12:50 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Seriously today i tot i am going to die... Woke up and had a serious bad headach, fever and flu... Went to school for IS class and seriously again the class is damn boring... First lesson and took almost 3 hours plus??? But smart enough i gave an excuse and manage to skip class!!! HAHA... Well even escaped from class, i have no other plan as the hairy monster JON went to crash Pee's lecture... So apparently i am stranded alone... I hope to call her but i knew tat she is in class so i just loiter around makan place and found shawn and irfan... They accompanied me like and hour plus and i went to atrium to meet the ECE freshies... On the way also met my NPSU FOC freshies... Well though i see their lesson so fun and ended so early, i really miss my year 1 days!!!So waited for Jon, Pee and Black Man and went to take 5... (Sorry!)After tat went to Convention Centre to see my ECE Freshies doing the Dance 4 Fund Rehersals... And seriously i was hoping tat they will dance really well as i lead them for their dance practice yesterday and the stress level was so high cos if they did not do well, i will have no face to face Xing Jun as he trusted them to me... But the stress level went away after seeing them dance... Though ECE's performance is like shorter den any other school but out of 11 schools we should appear like top 4??They were so hardworking and perservere yesterday's training and heard fom them they said yesterday's training is the toughest and also the most fun practice... I am seriously damn happy to hear tat... Knowing tat wat i done is appreciated is really enough.. Although did some counting really wrong but with the help of Kenny, everything works really well..So during their rehersal, i got away and go for the NPSU Hop Night briefing and again i am going to be on the same duty as NP 45th... The briefing was really short and i felt damn sorry for Val... Cos most of the helpers do not wan to help out Val's section and some even said if they change the IC they wil go help... I was like thinking should i take the first step and support Val?? But Jon told me not to.. Cos it will be boring... After millions of persuasion, i gave in to Jon...After the briefing i went back to CC and support my ECE freshies again!! Right on time they are about to start dancing... So i quickly sat down and cheer them on... And again i felt relief After their performance... So later a while, Jon ask some of the Osiris Gl's to go have dinner including EDWARD!!! So went to Al Ameen and have food again!!! Chatted and took 5 again (Sorry!)... While taking 5, Jon ask me why i look so stress...? I told him tat me ECE thingy, EXCO thingy and also the hopnight thingy all clash and was having a hard time to balance 4 things together... He gave me some words of advice and join the rest again... So after the meal all went seperate way and i went back to CC to Root for my Freshies again!!! Went i reached, Sandra seems damn shack!! I tot its becos of the dance and she was tired so i continue to joke with her but after realise she quarreled with her Fav Man!! After tat she seems really down and i told kenny to bring her out for some fresh air... She came back normal and i tried my best to make her smile again by using all kinds of lame shit jokes!!! An indeed she smiled again!!! So went with them to KAP mac and drank a large cup of coke... Crap there for quite long and leave around like 10.10pm?? So took bus with Wen Jie, Jun Jie, Ah Boy and Sandra... On the bus we joke around with everything and entertain them with watever thing i have... And seriously i believe the 3 freshies enjoy wat we are saying... So reached home around like 11.45pm and was very tired!!! Updated my blog every since 17 march was the last!!!I just felt stress up wit every single thing right now...I have no mood to study no mood to play around as usual...Is it becos of my illness or is it the stress from other thing??I am Seriously not sure but Zi Kun make a very good point to me...I do believe he is right but i just can take my hands off right now right???? Tat is like so irresponsible... But he said tat is of cos for my good but i ain't giving up... I am trying my best to juggle things around and i am really sorry if i have not did my part... I knew i dissapoint u a few times.. Although u seems pretty fine but i know u r not... And i feel very guilty everytime i think about it...shall end here tonight!!!PERSERVERANCE
Fight on 8:49 AM
