Friday, November 30, 2007

Same usual thing today... Went to work with my new attire: Long sleeves, Long blac pants and black leather shoes.... LOLZ

Did nothing actually today in there but was really overwhelm by some of my sideline's word...
Forgive and forget.... Fwsh!!!

Went home together with my bro, JiunTing, JiaQi and Desmond... My bro entertain JT and JQ while i was talking to Desmond on basketball... Nowadays is really hard for me to find someone that can really talk to about my own interest... Now finally found 1 that is older then me 3 years...He is more experience i will defiently learn from him whatever he teaches me...

Have to hit ME by end of the year....

After looking through my market list i saw this name which turn me to emo status...
Her name is so powerful to me that a view of it creates many imgainations...
Afterall she is the cutest and preetiest little gal i have ever seen...

Maybe holding her in my arms is what i actually need for now....
Will u let me??

Loves isn't finding someone you can live with;
Love is finfing you can live without.

Fight on 8:06 AM

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Today went to Vivo and visit my fellow working frens and juniors...
Once reached there the shop was really empty and not much sales fot today i am sure!!!
Den saw Jimmy and Yong Zhi back to their talking time and Yuan Yi just keep on calling me to sing with her ever i since i step into the shop!!! LOLZZZ!!!! Want to sing go Kbox lar!!!

Den when to SAFARA and played pool with my brother....I won most of the matches nd he himself, itchy finger... I wallop his finger when he tried to disturb my focus on the ball... HAHA!!!

NOOBZZZZ.....

Afterall i still miss her!!!
It have been weeks i have not see her le....
Really hope to ask her out for a movie...
High chance she is not free...
Probably is me myself not having the courage to ask her directly...

Our deepest fear is not we are not inadequate
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measures
It is our light, not our darkness that most frighten us

Your playing small does not serve the world
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
So that other people won't feel insecure around you
We were all meant to shine, as children do
It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone
As we let our own light shine, we unconciously
Give other people permission to do the same
As we liberated from our on fear,
Our presence auntomatically liberates others.

Fight on 4:52 AM

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Today was rather a monotoness day as not much thing really happen at all....
So i shall skip to the last few hours of wat i have been doing!!!

I sat down at DG and talk to Wei Li and told her who i like!!!
She wasn't really surprise but hope she keep it a secret!!!

When i was talking about her to WL my heart is so weak.
I always have the tendency to hug her but the problem is i cannot even get near her!!!
Probably thoughts have rushed trhough my brain every seconds,
But i really like her and i am very sure i will fo my best as a role of a stead.
I do not even know tat should i even sound her!!!
Situation will turn 2 way:

1: I will get her as my beloved darling.
2: She will hate me forever.

Life is so difficult without u.
Please come to me.

Without u i tear.
My heart filled with fear.
Just like being stab by a spear.
Waiting is like for years.
Words have passes my ear.
Causing my eye to wear.
Thought u where right here.
Extremely near.
Actual makes it crystal clear.
Want u is not through lucky shear.
I want u even passes the death of mere.

I TEAR due to the FEAR. SPEAR of resillience word passes my EAR. Causing me to wait for YEARS. Knowing that u are right HERE, Very NEAR but u made it crystal CLEAR. SHEAR of luck chasing after u is worth even if it restict me between a MERE fine line of death!!!

Fight on 7:31 AM

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Recently working like a cow and really no time to blog....Haiya!!!
Welll missTANGUO i am no emoing all the time, i just like to write emo stuff!!!
Get me??? HAHA

Working pressure is killing me and i want to earn more money!!! I wan!!!!
I want 10k before my age of 21...
Get married either 22,24,26...
Have 3 son and 2 daughter...
I wan a Z4 series luxury car...
I wan a house of my own at 25...

Who can help me to accomplish all my dreams???
Currently finding a gal!!!
Nowadays wan a gal damn difficult!!!
They see looks, HEIGHT!!!, and lastly the C5 (very SIONG)!!!

Went out to play pool today and Yong Zhi is so damn a cheat!!!
Never name a pocket for a ball and say: "This kind dun need say wan lor!!!"
Trying to smoke his way out in front of a pool player for 4 years???
DREAM ON!!!
Total overall score: 4:6 (YZ & JB respectively)

Den sit and see Kat eat her noodles at Tiong and then talk to her about my present
possession and my future expectation!!!

Right now on top of everything....I just wan to find a gal!!!
Damn God!!! When will u reward me a gal that really understand me??

I hope i can have u J_ _ _ _ _ _!!!
If i have u i am willing to lose my everything!!!
I Do!!!! .......... YOU Do???....

JAZREEL

Fight on 8:33 AM

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Everything when well today but Jimmy is so damn irritating!!!
He got so pissed off with almost everything!!!

Talk to Jeannette abt Jimmy and can see that she is quite unhappy about all this happenings...
Den when to play pool with Jeffrey, Jun kai, Wei Li and Jeannette!!!

All left at around 7 plus like tat while i and Jeannette continued to play until like 9.30pm...
Quite fun actually because i finally foucd a competitor!!!
Den laugh and talk cock all the way and go home together!!!
She PS me at Jurong East MRT station because i stay at BOON LAY!!!

Simple and Easy life!!!

Fight on 6:34 AM

Friday, November 23, 2007

Very sianz leh!!!! Nothing much to do today!!!!

Fight on 8:21 AM

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Stared working at 10 am tody in the morning and before i reach the shop, the blast of the chinese music can be heard already!!!
It is so damn loud lor!!! den Jimmy still dun care at all lor!!! Like he own the whole VIVO city like tat!!!!

Siao lian eh!!! VIVO is own by government hor!!! Not own by the CHING family ok??

Felt so uncomfortable in the salad front line with Ah yong because he is doping every shit his own way!!! Darn!!!

Went to play pool during break and win almost all except for 2 matches!!!
NOOBS!!!!

Went to Office and intended to start work but unfortunately i am too tired to wor on!!!
So darn tired until i an playing solitare with Mr Tim's Lappy!!!
lolZZZ!!!

I was wondering my dear Jazzy... Did u read my blog???

Time have cured,
the sorrow u lured.
Tears are dried,
By the merciless night.
Frens for now,
Frens forever.
U open my heart with just one finger.
Drown out the crowd,
When i am so down.
Catches my thoughts,
Desire my odds.

I need u in my arm,
I need u everywhere.
Reply me Jazzy,
Don't keep me on suspenzy.
I maybe what u think i am,
But i am what i think i am.
Misunderstanding cause trouble,
Trouble creates double.

All i need is u right now.
All i want is want u to smile...

I will wait for u to talk to me!!! Please do not keep me waiting!!!
Because there is so many things i wan to share with u!!!

I wan :
A gorgeous pretty wife,
Five noisy and roudy kids,
A Big House,
A luxury sports car series,
Unlimted time with my family,
Money that none stop flowing in,
A personal fitness gym,
A backyard basketball hoop.

My simple ideal dream!!!

Fight on 7:39 AM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Today nothing much lor.... Started work at 10 but reached there like 8.30am...
ZZZZ.... And Jimmy Ching is always late!!!! walao eh... We all waiting for u lor!!!

End work like 5pm and waited for Yong Zhi to eat den go play pool...
I won all matches excpet lost to Yong Zhi once cause to comnplacent liao!!

Today at Doc Green play a damn stupid yet funny game!!!
We are only suppose to call other ppl's nick name but not their actual name!!!
I was named JING TONG whil Jimmy is SUN WU KONG!!!
YuanYi is HU LI JING and Fiona is BAI GU JING!!!
DeYu is LIJING, Spencer TANG SHEN ZHANG, Auntie Keow is ZHI ZHU JING!!!
Last but not least is John....... Thanks to his loud voice he is name LEI GONG!!!
Which means Thunder God!!! LOLZ
Penalty is to put in tip box $1 per time u made this silly mistake lor!!!
Haiya!!

After everything i sat down with John to write down a song for Wei Li!!
The song sounded pretty well but Jimmy almost changed the whole song lor!!!
After his so-call EXREMEMAKEOVER of the song it sounds horrible!!!!
My masterpiece is destroyed!!!

Love is the trust in between both party.
No trust means no Future.
Promise is made for commitement in the relation.
Hiding cannot help u in anyway.
Face the fact and trouble will be solved.
Faith and believe will lead u to ur dream.
Don't ask for our opinion.
This relatioin is yours.
You decide!!!

Fight on 8:17 AM

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

One's heart need not to follow so as to love the other party,
Breaking and patching is part and parcel of lifes.
One's shadow is one's deepest fear,
While love is what we fear the most.
Love can alleviate u,
Love can also destroy u.
Some take it as sources of power,
While some deprive on it.
Love is not about the things u do,
But is the journey that both of u went through together.
You do not have to hide from it,
Perhaps a day but not a year.

Face the truth side by side,
Nothing can tear u both with all might.
Dare to try,
Sure u will fly.
Hold on to the promise,
Hold on to the pride.
Let it fly,
But not to high.
Release at times,
Retract to confine.
No point crying,
No point sobbing.
Think about the future,
Think about your life.
You r precious,
So am i.
Grab hold of chances,
Grab hold of time.
Do not procastinate,
Before its too late.
Pester will not help,
Pastor can't be doubt.
Journey of life is short,
Tour it with everything u got!!!

Fight on 7:25 AM

Monday, November 19, 2007

So long never update my blog le... Finally today got a chance!!! HeHe
Heavy working hours is pressing really hard on me and the time for a deep breath wasn't implace at all... DG give me active pay while VE give me passive pay!!!
Now not yet receive any cents from VE but i am sure my determination will make it!!!
I will hit ME by end of this month!!!!(I guess??)

Now back to some Emo poetry...

I saw u on the stage stiring up the crowd,
While i was in the crowd stiring my heart out.
Maybe misunderstandings cannot be prevented,
But it can be kept to the minimum...
Perhaps what i have done have impose a bad image in u
I am not wat u think or wat u heard of.
I am just a normal guy trying to pursue my dream...

This normal guy have a dream of making huge sums of money
Main purpose is to marry u....
When will u say yes to me i do not know
But i am dying to hear wat u have to say...
Perhaps u r reprimanding me everytime u see me
Each time u preech me my heart weaken
Not by the tone of ur voices but the words tat impact me...

You r avoiding i can see,
What i wish is u r with me.
Time flies like no other business,
But it doesn't mean tat i am useless.
Remember the time we shared together,
Is like u and me and no others.
The bird flies the eagle sore,
My eyes r filled with desperate call.
The smile u have lighten my life,
Ensure my path is easy to strive.
I need u in my arms
Just like a girl visit a farm.
Your move touches my heart,
But now is shattered to part.
Reply me my dear jazreel,
What i say here is the real.

As a fren i hope u can talk to me again without any barriers in between shall we??

Fight on 5:42 AM

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

You are like a 'father' to me for the four years tat i have know u since i was in sec 1 in henderson secondary school!!!
Today u did the most unhonurable things u have ever done in my presence!!!!
U have never fail me in this four years but why now???
Why now when i need all the support that i could gather u backout???
Why make an empty promise which will lead me into this situtation???

You r my most prospectful client i could ever think of in my whole life!!!
My parents did not support what i am doing and why cant u support me???

Candy i have no intention of doing anything else with all my msgS!!!
Perhaps what i have done have distant our friendship!!!
This is my messaging habit!!! I will change for the better after this pointer given!!!

Afterall...... I am very sorry as i know u felt irritated by my messages!!!

SORRY!!!!

Fight on 7:21 AM

Monday, November 12, 2007

Made a very silly bet yesterday but i am very sure tat i can overcome it!!!!

1,600LV only..... Sui Pa Sui, Wu Gui Pa Jian Fei!!!!

Got in depth to know more abt Caiyun and Candy!!!

Trying to fix SA in the office this whole afternoon and it was really tiring....

Watch Residential Evil in the office and kena BUA GU YUEI!!!!

Tml is Candy's birthday... haha.... Very the sianz leh.. Chocolate fly off tml again le!!!

Now i myself is turning into a much more mature men that have to face the society in a positive and flexible mindset.... Miss my old days where i was alone at home doing nothing while playing computer games everyday!!!

Thanks to CaiYun and Candy i have my Strong will to continue on this long and tiring journey!!!

I will reach MA by either 13,14,15 of november!!!

I Will....(Not I Try)

Fight on 7:53 AM

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

When to office did some revision on phone techiques and i have made 4 appointment le!!!1 SUANG GAN!!!

Met Phoebe and Cai Yun today.... Only word to describe is GORGEOUS!!!!

Maybe let Cai Yun have a bad inpression of me le leh....
One of her button was not buttoned up and i only spotted tat after she stood up....
Regret telling her abt the buttoning up thingy!!!
Quite enbaressing lor!!!

Haiya!!!! Nothing to say le!!!
Tml bball match with Blue Raven!!!

I wan to hit at least a MA.... If can i wan my ME!!!!!

Fight on 9:16 AM

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Again same routine when to Eunos and had my usual training lor.... Get to know ryan and Timothy and others!!!!

Bought Jazreel a Soft toy and hope she really like it... Quite cute lar!!! haha!!!

When home from Eunos and reached home like 12.30am, 7/11/07.......

Sleepy like fuck lor!!!
Very de sianz!!!!!

I WILL PROMOTE FROM MA(P) TO ME BEFORE 12..... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fight on 8:49 AM

Monday, November 5, 2007

Finally i see the lackluster star started to shine upon me again!!! I am glad!!!

tml 2 more paper to go and i am a free man!!!! Whoohoo!!!!
After tml i will be working like a mad dog trying to ern money le....
After some thoughts i feel better because there is much more ppl finding job yet haven found!

She talks to me!!!! Can u believe it!!!!
Hope the tension between me and u are cleared... This misunderstanding happens because of false topic and rumors!!! Hope that u will never consider it as a fact of me!!!!

Science paper 1------------I AM COMING!!!!!!!!!!

Fight on 7:27 AM

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Today nothing to do!!!!

When to Eunos to do job interview and the Jeffrey say i was too young.... sob sob

SADSADSADSAD!!!!!

Played Audition with Justerini like crazy and made it couple..........

So happy!!! First time haha... This week from lvl 6 to lvl 8 den happy!!!!

Nothing much happen today!!!!

Fight on 7:31 AM

Friday, November 2, 2007

Today only got a Physics paper adn nothing else le!!! Haiya!!!
Just feel that Jazreel is avoiding me leh!!!
She is my autie but why leh???

When to HQ play dota a while and Audition!!!
Came home played Audition with darling Justerini until like 7 plus!!!!

Gave my Angel Carmen her birthday present today!!!.....
Well it was just a moon shape pendant and a small little chain with it!!!
I gave her this is because i feel that an angel needs a moon to stay in...
She needs this moon!!!
HAHA

Nothing much to write today....................3 more paper to go!!!

Fight on 5:35 AM