Wake up this morning and i thought of yesterday tat moment...
Dunno why but felt really sad... The word SUBSTITUITION none stop resound in my mind...
Reach the school bus stop about 7.05am like tat and waiting for her but at 7.20 plus she ps me already... As she have Felicia to accompany her on the bus... So i went to school with Zhen Kai and Shang Yi... My mood is dull ever since she so call 'ps' me but i know she is not on purpose...
Reach school and i started preparing for the PE lessons neccessary items and papers...Have the 5Ns today and i saw him... Sort of even moody again but still work is work...
After tat leave school to visit doctor and i gave ANG POW to the doctor... $36!!!!
Waste money.. Den when back to school and somehow improve on my piano song- Forbidden Love!!!
Den brought sec 1s for swimming lessons... Back to school in drowsy pain and somehow fell asleep in the canteen beside Janel and Alfred...
This words from u confirm my feelings... Lets end anything extra here except for frens...
This words from u killed me in split seconds... Especially with the song So Close being played hurts even more...
erm... substitution is really bad right? that's why i kept on telling you im sorry... & i know i've been giving you the cold shoulder.. im afraid you might have to lose a friend.... just get your throat well okay? [:
Now lets just be frens... The frens tat we called each other sir names and make fun of each other everyday...
The fren tat always help u in your work... Esp chinese...
My heart stop beating every since u stop waving,
My legs are rooted to the ground ever since it aches,
My arms never calm without u around,
My body is uneasy without your worries,
My head loses the sense of direction without your correction,
Although i hope tat something will happen between us but i think it cant happen now
Frens should be the only possible chances...
Looks like more effort and focus is needed... Time to forget those events... Time to work hard and do well...
On top of all this i guess i have to get my loud speaker voice back asap...
You still have promises have not complete yet...
You have to be my audience...
Hope u can keep this promise
Though it can be seen as not very important to u but it is important tio me...
And i mean very important
Now i also hope and wishes to see your beautiful smile again!!!
I give u my best wishes for your dreams!!!
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Hate annoying ppl tat none stop pestering me!!!
Backstabbers!!!
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