Wednesday, October 10, 2007
My life is filled with downpours everyday...Sun not shining; cloud not flocking; Moon not glamouring...Thought tat the downs are gone and it is rising to a normal life soon but 2 big issuse tat appear had affected my life... One is by misunderstanding (Very sure that i never tell her tat)...The other 1 is being played by 2 ppl and yet not know till very now(10/10/07--7.16pm)..
didn't know that i was like tat in their eyes...I never have 1 person tat really know me...Thought i found 1 but it backed fired right in my ass...Now it seems like everything is on me...Cant take it anymore longer...
Thought that the misunderstanding is over but yet devil of the heart still remain...Maybe what i have done have given wrong ideas to everyone...No wonder everyone in that group loses their gravity on me...Still trying to be thick skin enough to get 1 of them out to really clear the barrier but it seems more like a situation of worsening everything up...
I am not perfect no one is...Chances to explain myself??? I guess is a NO!!
Maybe i am to obessed of my reputation...If there is a choice of my everything and for their gravity i will choose their gravity...Without it now i am floating around...Unable to find a place to land safely...
For what i have done and given off useless ideas, i apologize for it right here...
I hope that chances can be given to evryone??
But i dun think i need it right here righ now...
Because i hope to find something to puke out what i have in me...
THE TRUTH IS HERE!!!!!
7.30pm--(A+1)+(K+1)+(N+1)+(F+1){}{}{}GANT ME THE POWER TO HAVE BETTER LIFE{}{}{}
Fight on 4:05 AM
